a sad sad day laced with reflections.

Today was a rare opportunity for me to see my entire future flash past my eyes. Looking at the macrospect(new word), I could feel my goals, my missions flooding through me. The beautiful lines, and star-like flashes, bright reflections and flowing cow. Emotions ran wild. Hardly a case for me.

As I glanced around, happy people lay abound. But a few individuals stood out with their misfortune, and the sight of them really pinched me into the harsh reality. Comparing myself to them, desperate to help them, but yet unable to. I felt rather miserable.

I sense something is a miss, and for a reason I think I might know. But I can never be sure, unless I am there myself.

Tonight was a mixed burst of emotions, fluctuating faster than a I don't know.