it comes to an end, the long weekend

The past 4 days I haven't been at work. Why? Thursday I was on guard rest, Friday I was on Medical Leave, then the weekends of course. It was a really really long and comfortable break, even though I'm not fully recovered from my illness. I still have severe blocked nose, and slight cough. It was a good break indeed, I felt I deserved it. But tomorrow I will have to work again, even busier maybe. Back to the old sweat, dirt, grease.

I feel quite sad, that I can't continue living like this. I may want it badly, but it still won't happen. Today I re-watched the trailer for "Fantastic Four: Rise of Silver Surfer". It sure looked like the first word of the title. Can't wait for the release of it locally. Same goes for Spiderman 3. I can't wait to see Venom. I've been so intrigued by Venom and Carnage since I was 11/12 years old when I watched the animated(cartoon) series on television.

I got some new which made me quite sad, and of course its my family stuff. It's got me bothered, I might take leave because of it. I hope it can be resolved quickly, and nothing bad stems from it ultimately.

I feel like I'm drifting away from who I am, who I used to be. It just feels weird. Oh yea, Today is Hizuan's birthday. Didn't get to meet him though. Will see him sometime soon.