Somethings not right again

Something is not right again. It surfaced somewhere on Tuesday and till now I'm still at a cul-de-sac. Before my convalescing self, I can't seem to find the answer. It really bugs me how such problems keep arising. Is it due to me? Sure I do have my flaws, but I try not to present them in an over-the-top, in-your-face kind of way. I cannot foray deeper without your key.

If you want to hold it inside, don't blame me for not knowing, because it is just impossible for me to guess, or even better, read your mind. As my mind paces furtively around this matter, trying to take an external focus, the ultimate denouement is still lying ahead. I'm not a polymath to be able to see or to hold such knowledge.

Time shall be given, I'm not the impatient sort. But hopefully, you will convey your heartfelt to me someday, much appreciated.