here I am

here I am, displaying obscenely large amounts of levity in whatever I say everyday. I tend to think a lot don't I? I can only guess its due to the extant pressures in society that forces people to conform to this sort of behavior. but I always was a non-conformist. am I showing signs of breaking down my iron curtain? have I reached the highest cul-de-sac and therefore am sliding down slowly now?

sometimes I irritate myself too, but everything is controllable. the bete noire of me is myself, only myself, and none other. overcome I need, then once again my fingertips will be around the world I live in.