a short weekend. really.

today was stay home day, not that I wanted to. it's just that plans changed abruptly, so nothing can be done, especially since tomorrow I have duty. AGAIN. my last sickening duty. as I sit here I feel the day has been wasted so much. I woke up at 0915Hrs and rotted in front of my computer hitting the games and watching movies. I had wanted to go out so much, after yesterday nights sudden and undeserving overtime. like its our stupid fault the new OUV is made of lousy alloy. but still the responsibility was ours. of course we get the worst tasks in the thick of these kind of shit. and its not OK just because it was friday. I hope my superiors can actually feel it.

I dread tomorrow's duty, just like I dread every duty. I dread tuesday because there's a parade for a dumb, resource wasting, impractical, purposeless certain day, which I shall refrain from mentioning here lest I get into some sort of self inflicted trouble, which of course has no roots. worst of all, I dread the delay that the headquarters is giving me regarding my disruption. inefficiencies where there are not suppose to be any make my skin crawl.