where did we go

I've realised one of the reason why we get together well despite alot of differences. because we share a common passion. and now, I'm probably feeling it. I feel it when it happens because it's something that isn't good. in fact I feel it whenever anything happens that is detrimental. I don't even have the projected acceptance to do what I want to do. I want to change things, but chances don't come anymore for now. I can blame myself for squandering all the past chances, and for making silly mistakes. I had thought I was careful enough. I was wrong. I want to change things. because I want things to change. not for myself, I feel.