don't care?

Some people just don't give a heck about you,
These people don't put themselves in your shoes,
They don't bother trying to understand.

Especially when you are the one trying your best to make things good and create a balance for everyone, it annoys more. What a way to end the weekend. Wasn't worth it. All this things, they bother me. Yes they do!

I'm trying to do my best just letting it pass, but it keeps getting worse. It's a bad habit to just absorb like a sponge, all the things people do. One of these days I'm gonna just implode. Already my heart/chest feels tight sometimes, tempting me to go for a check-up. I fear I might have some problem in my heart. But if its meant to be, then I guess no point resisting it.

With each day my life gets shorter,
Lesser opportunity, Lesser time to enjoy myself.
Lesser time to wallow in my self pity.
And misery.

I just wish and hope someone can save me.
Show me the life I have been missing,
Pull me out of the depths.
I've always believed in myself,
But now I'm about to give it all up.