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today was an insanely, incredulously, unnervingly tiring day. probably caused by the sleeping disturbances throughout yesterday night. I was on the verge of taking half-day off to go back and rest whatever I was lacking. but somehow due to circumstances I managed to pull through the day, practically dragging myself. but somehow I didn't do half bad. just the occasional forgetfulness. tomorrow is the start of an intense week of standby. I don't intend to bring my field pack to camp, hoping for the best that they won't activate us as well. and I hope I made the smarter decision by leaving it at home. had dinner with Max, Felix, and Jeremy at lot one's LJS. was pretty the standard fare, didn't really change much from the last time I ate it which was ages ago. tomorrow is an even longer day due to the non presence of the morning live run. so work work it shall be for tomorrow. still got maybe 10 - 12 vehicles to clear PM & CM. I'm not really looking forward to it, but this thursday will be by guard duty once again. the only good thing to come out of it is that the next day is friday so work tends to be more slack, but then area cleaning becomes paramount.


we move with speed,
in light we lead,
our only enemy is time,
the rest are immaterial.
sometimes it's fast,
sometimes it crawls.
always to oppose our wishes.