strange continued.

just like last night, I feel weird. I feel worried. I feel different from how I'd normally feel. I had so many dreams. I could hardly sleep. I woke up quite a number of times.

I feel like I shouldn't be doing some things. unexplainable.

my phone has stopped lagging after I manually updated the software. that's good.

I wonder what I'm going to do today. the beginning of the last week of my holidays. I've told a friend that I want to do stuff that are meaningful or at least serve a purpose this week. but it seems the purpose is but an extinguishing flame as of now, and as time proceeds. the winds are strong, but the heat isn't. bad for the flame. bad for me.

when I wake up, the first thought on my mind is the same thought just before I fall asleep. it's amazing what somethings can do.