Dreams

I've had so many things to think about during the last 2 weeks. It's not over yet, but well, here goes.

I don't sleep well at night. I don't. I feel terrible every time I open my eyes in the morning. Sometimes I wish I don't have to wake up at all. Stuck in an eternal dream, the dream I want to be in. I haven't had a good night's rest in a very long time. It is frustrating. Really frustrating.

It's no longer easy, nor the same. I cannot understand it once again. It's happening again.