it still aches.

yes it does. the one I thought was long beatless. and it pains as I know more. everyday is like a opening a can filled with surprises, never knowing when the lethal one will deliver once again, the coup de grace. this aside, I've got so many things to worry about.

I just received news that there is a case study to be done and completed by next monday. the lucky part is that my group is not presenting. the unlucky part is that it is due the same day as my soundscape assignment, which I can assure that to do it well, requires a whole lot of time and in-depth research. though I've planned to S/U my soundscape, I still require a C+ grade minimum to get the S. otherwise it would all be in vain, all this time spent. I don't want to risk not getting that crucial minimum of C+.

I hope, this week will go by smoothly. I miss that smiley so much. so so so so much. it holds alot of memories.