2 was lost

I've lost 2 months. September and October. Looking back now, definitely it seems quite a waste that I will probably have no memory of these two months. Sure nothing happened that was really important or significant. No life changing event. But the sense of loss when I look at the archive and see two months missing is still strongly felt.

But it's late, and everything you see is easily meant to just look that way. deceit! my laptop's slowly aging and I can feel it. I hope it will live for at least another year or two. I'd be happy to have had such a great companion.