alternating tiredness

ah, the misery, the torture of not being able to sleep well at night. I'm now on standby every alternate day with 5SIR. it's extremely tiring inspecting and reinspecting the vehicles before the move out for OPs. but if I don't inspect, then if they break down at night, then it means I would sleep lesser. tomorrow the spares arrive, and we have to fix them. hopefully the contractors will fix for us. I hope they don't go out for standby tomorrow so I can just sleep peacefully at the base. I NEED REST. ARGH.