I'm struck. stunned.

the time, it has just left me like that. I didn't manage to grasp it. much less fathom it. awesome, but petrifying. school starts in a little less than 2 weeks. I feel unprepared. my mind and cold heart, still defrosting from my army life. but in essence, I'm still stunned. how did I miss all this time flying by? I usually think I'm a meticulous person, but this has proven otherwise. rather disappointed now.

with all honesty, I don't look forward at all to university. but I know I must complete it. chilling, life it ain't? started to condescend myself. leaning back into the throes of boredom and imaginary indulgence. all disillusioned. languid behaviors display themselves in full force. for what it may seem. nothing. I'll just lay low with my exiguous presence.

I'm stunned. awestruck. I've hit a wonderwall.