I haven't been around, have I?

Along came a distraction, that derailed my objectivity.
I'm still struggling to keep it away from me,
Because if I fail, it would be such a pity.
I need to regain my focus, and get back in the mood.
Before I proceed this way, not doing what I should.
The fault lies with no one, but my own flickering mind.
I hope it won't hurt me badly, so I won't have to pick myself up.