a taste.

I had a taste of what reality in this place is. it looked kinda tough. of course many things are bearing down as usual. the infamous 'same shit different day' statement by lua. can never forget his 'who wears the pants?' statement as well. as I set my alarm to ring at 0700, I know I will dilly-dally on my bed in the morning, resulting in a mad rush for time to make it out of my house and to school on time. tomorrow's lecturer is particularly particular about these stuff. Is a resolution still a resolution if one doesn't have motivation to complete that resolution? then what is it called? a weakness of will scenario? I shall bid consciousness good bye, and sink into subsconsciousness.