i love it

it rained today. sadly while I was in the mrt. I like it when it rains. it reminds me of the unexpectable forces of life. the adaptation. the mood it brings to me is one of serenity and darkness at the same time. I feel at ease when its raining.

went to ikea with kenji where he was shopping for a wardrobe in general to put his large amounts of clothes. ended up buying a rack and some sort of cloth rack. as we walked past the eating place at ikea, memories of my time back in OETI with thaddeus, jiayu, pradana, hizuan and of course kenji, came flooding back. the last time I ate the ever popular ikea meatballs was with them somewhere back in march 2007 towards the end of our time together. we were about to be posted out. its been a long time since we've all went out together like this. even harder now that thaddeus is in the university of washington.

and with some luck and kenji's help we managed to catch up with yz aka mr low aka brolow aka brother low aka diab low before he embarked on his ferry, to a long stay in tekong. it was nice meeting up. I feel like something is going to happen to me. and its not going to be a good thing. it feels like it will be a physical thing. I can't explain this feeling. I'll see.