true power

true power is the power of holding back. it's the strength of not doing something that your very instinct and soul tells you to do. it is the epitome of the word control. doing things is easy, not doing things is hard. we live as humans without free will, but free won't. our consciousness is not the source of our thoughts. it is only the gate where our thoughts pass through before they become actions. our actions depends on how we control this gate. when you have acquired the ability to hold back, withdraw or stop, only then have you acquired true power. I haven't achieved it, but I'm coming close. one more cruel time, and that would probably be it.