I can't sleep

the noise generated by some upgrading works is unbearable. it's so loud, the knocking and drilling, and it starts so early in the morning it's unfair. it doesn't care. I'm feeling heavy, probably because I know that another period is going to begin, and I won't have any fun doing it. Another possible reason I can think about would be that because I'm feeling a little lost and confused about certain things.

today I need to go out and get stuff once again. before the weekend rush of shoppers hit the malls and streets, creating a super annoying sea of people that just makes it plain difficult to shop, browse or even walk in peace. I roughly have an idea in my mind what I want to look for, but there's another part of which I'm totally unsure of. and there are parts I don't know how to go about doing.

it'll probably be back to camping at home again once I've gotten what I'd wanted. it's kind of amazing that I actually spent a whole lot of time at home the past two weeks.

christmas is coming soon. last christmas I can't remember what I was doing, or where I was. my memory is getting bad, that it is. or maybe, just maybe, it's because I wasn't doing anything.

this morning, I made a mistake and called a little too late. I guess I underestimated the time. it's kind of sad.