I can sense it

I haven't felt this way in a long time. now I'm afraid. I usually don't get scared easily. why am I feeling this sensation. one of running away, fleeing. is it because I feel something going to happen? I guess its been a long time. but still, it doesn't feel natural. or did the words really impacted me so greatly that subconsciously I feel it from the very core of my self, as part of my self, my existence. how will I ever know?

as of lately, I've been rather bored. yes. about school, I'm still quite unsure about the process of some stuff like the registration of courses and all, and the date is slowly creeping up. I don't have any seniors that I can turn to. well I have friends in year 2, 3 and 4, but I hardly talk to them apart from the brief moments I see them in school.

I have a few things I need to do the next few days. I need to restring my guitar. it broke last thursday. I can't believe it has been a week already. time really flies. I need to get out of my home and look for stuff too. no idea's on my mind, I feel blank. I don't have much time left. holidays are ending soon. 3 more weeks. then when school reopens, I'll be very busy during the first 2 days. I might not even make it to school. I need to get it down to as close as perfection it can possibly get.