I'm alternating

between worrying and being at peace. I switch between these two states so constantly, I can never totally believe myself when I arrive at either one. it's kind of hard to actually comprehend. even I don't fully understand it myself. the night is cold as well, just like the day. it's still raining.

earlier, I had lunch at IKEA Tampines with my mum, then got a throw. after that went down to Courts for a little while. the music was deafening there. it was playing so loud. I know it has to do with consumer behavior theories and all, but it was still unnecessary. if I was the manager, I'll never spoil customers' shopping experiences with such distasteful acts.

finally I've finished cleaning up the guitar and restrung it as well. I bought the light gauge, and I think it's a little too thin for my liking. it sounds way too bright to me. I don't really like the sound of it. its bright, metallic, and high tone sound is a huge contrast to the deep, mellow voice it made prior to the string snap. I like the old sound better. well, I guess I'll have to wait for the strings to snap again before I can change them.

right now, I'm worrying. moments ago, I was at peace. complicated.