into broken remnants

I need to clear up the old shelf before school starts and start clearing up my own shelf too. the distance that was once almost nonexistent is drawing further and further with each passing day. I can feel it, and I know I can do nothing to stop it. it's just the way it is.

a new year is coming in 2 days. what should I expect? I already can see one aspect of it all rather clearly, how it will proceed and eventually be. but a vision is just a vision, and it still can be changed. until the time comes, nothing is set.

One more week before school begins. to be honest, I hate school. I never liked it, and I don't think I will if it continues like this. it doesn't have any attachment to me, or rather me to it. I don't feel the same excitement as my peers who have already graduated, or are still studying. whats wrong with me?

Looking back, I think there were many factors that contributed to me becoming what I am now. but I shall not list them down.