the strong feeling.

there's this strong feeling of fear. I fear something will happen that will have a very huge impact. the impact will be great. I don't understand why. the self persuasion was almost faultless, the logic was clear. but why did it not succeed? why? the fear persists and grows stronger with each day. it's stronger now than yesterday. is it because I don't know whats going to happen. this bubble will definitely burst, it's just a matter of when.

despite knowing it probably is inevitable, I still feel this unmistakeable fear for it when I should have long not cared about it. but what should is not always what will. I'm being vague is all I can say. but when they time comes, it will be very obvious the impact. it will be the defining moment.

it must have been good, but I lost it somehow.
au revoir.