it died. my desktop.

after serving me well for the past 2 years, my desktop finally gave in at the age of 7. it's life began at ramen's house from I don't know which year, but it changed hands when ramen got a new computer. I took the old computer from him, added some ram which I bought, and a graphics card on loan from sunlun, and it was all back into shape. able to dota, able to cs, able to d2, able to run low requirement mmorpgs. I still remember how it came with a faulty power supply unit at first (the fan wasn't working), and luckily I discovered it as it felt really hot. then kenji gave me his old computer's power supply unit, and the computer was good once again

it was my companion at home throughout my army days, and even after. so many memories are stored inside it. I've got to get casings for the 2 hard disks inside. all my precious files. but that can wait till after my exams.

R.I.P dear old desktop. 2007 - 2009 under my care.

it's so late now. I haven't slept so late in ages. the last time was last year. it's wrong. I shouldn't be doing this. but somehow I'm not tired. despite having gone out and walked a great deal in the afternoon. tomorrow shall be a 'stay home sunday' where I will focus on school work. in any case, with my desktop no longer around, I will be less distracted as there will not be any games to play. my laptop has no games at all. so I guess it's a blessing in disguise, since the exams are just one week away.

I just hope I can concentrate and study, something which I haven't been able to do this entire semester. the source of motivation is no longer there. it hasn't been there this entire semester. I hope.. I just hope I can find something to motivate me once again.

but I feel it might just be too late now.
and literally, it is late now. I need to go and sleep.
hopefully tomorrow will pass slowly.. give me more time to do my work.