asked to define

the weekends are over again. they went by astonishingly fast. well, I must admit, I didn't really do anything much productive. I didn't complete what I had planned to do. a little disappointed. but no point crying over spilt milk. this week will be the crunch time where I will have to rush alot of deadlines for submission and stuff. I hate times like that.

this will be week 11 in school, and the final week is week 14. after that, exams commence. ah, the exams. it will be so different this time round. I wonder how it'll be like. I just want it to be over quickly. then the holidays come. hopefully I can find a part time job, and finance trips to bangkok and sydney if possible.

I have so many concerns. I can't spell them out. sometimes I look like I don't, or give the impression that I don't. but I do. most of what is seen is just barely scraping the surface. I wonder, do people actually know? sometimes it's better that they don't. ignorance is bliss in this case. seriously.

it was all that I wanted, now I'm living without.