I'm bothered.

I can't deny I'm feeling a tinge bothered, bordering on troubled. is it tomorrow's overnight rush for my IT assignment? very likely. I can't stand doing things so last minute. A little last minute is ok but this is pushing the ultimate limit ever. then maybe yes, I'm troubled. I've more or lessed settled my two presentations tomorrow, but I'm not fully prepped for the quiz. I haven't even finished studying. I'm totally in no mood to study with this problem and others more pervading my thoughts at every chance.

but I feel there's something else bothering me. I can't ascertain what exactly it is at the moment, but it feels terrible. I hope this feeling will go away soon. I will have to make it go away, even if it means numbing myself from everything. I've done it before, and I certainly can do it again. I have 10 more minutes to sleep so that I can have 7 hours of rest. probably the last chance of rest I will get for the next 2 days. it doesn't feel justified. it doesn't at all.

this feels terrible. yes. definitely. imagine myself tomorrow.