the morning of the day before the exam

it's been a long time since I've taken an exam. the last time I took one was back in 2004, at the end of my first year in poly. since then, I haven't taken any exams, simply due to marketing being a non-exam subject. quizzes, mid term tests in the lecture room were abundant. but still they didn't have the exam feel to it. where it was held in the big sports hall with rows and rows of tables where you had to find your seat. with invigilators walking up and down rather distractingly. it has been over 4 years since that exam. I wonder how it'll be like tomorrow. back in those days, the exams were easy. I went in knowing that I would know how to solve the questions.

This time its different. I no longer know that. I can only hope that. I haven't been able to do my best the past weeks in studying. and today, the day before the first exam in 4 years, I'm feeling even more distracted, unable to concentrate. I can't remember if I felt like that too on the days before exams 4 years ago. maybe. but I know that I will have to work doubly hard today so that by the end of tonight, at least I will have a little confidence about tomorrow.

au revoir