when I laugh

in an exam hall, it's usually not a good thing. I laugh in an exam only when I totally don't know how to answer the question and think about the resulting crap that I'm going to answer with, imagining the marker's expression when he/she sees it. I laugh because I am laughing at the bad grades that I'd probably get. well, my preparation was not perfect, but i think it was reasonably sufficient. however the execution was disappointing. still an eye opening experience after 4 years.

1 down, 3 more to go. and its the final 2 that's keeping me on my toes. driving lesson tomorrow morning, and probably I'll not schedule any next week so allow me to grind for the last 2 papers which coincidentally but cruelly happen to be on the same day, barely an hour apart from each other after factoring in the 10 mins earlier reporting, and collection of exam scripts from the prior exam.

so many things on my mind. so many dreams every night I can't sleep well in peace. the dreams were good, but they suck energy from my conscious life making me unable to concentrate on my work in the day. Hmmm. what a major problem I have on my hands. and of course I'm still awaiting what rightfully is mine to return to me.

so tired, but I'm carrying positive hopes, even after a negative day. i guess its due to the sweet timtams I received from my lovely friend. thank you Samantha! Tomorrow will be a better day. I hope.