1st day spent

doing nothing, apart from meeting yz for a short amount of time to catch up with him. haven't seen in ages. he looks younger and younger each time I see him.

watched a korean movie today, an old one to be exact. the main actor reminded me of myself through the show. trying and failing, trying and failing. in the end, there was a happy, but not good ending.

why is there so many gauges placed in life that we have to fulfil one after another in order to get to where we want? sure, it filters those worthy from those unworthy. but is materiality all there is to it, or does other things count. other things from within.

its 6.35 now. I wonder how I will spend my time later. don't have much time. school is starting