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something was said, by someone, somewhere, at sometime. but I don't know why. and I don't know what. all I know is that I can feel it. its a lingering feeling that I haven't felt in a long time. a feeling I never thought I'd feel again. I wish I could know why, then maybe this lingering feeling won't linger anymore.

tomorrow school starts. haven't printed the notes. guess I'll have to bring my notebook along even though its just for a 2 hour lecture. a friend is going with me.
that makes things slightly better. I barely have enough sleep. just about more than 5 hours. feels like im starting school all again, just like in august. just that back then, I didn't have so much to think about.

I feel it's fading. but certainly not for me.