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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

terribly ill hurts less than terrible

I'm terribly ill. I have been ill for the past 1 week or so already. it's on and off, but more on than off. infact i've only been off for 2 days during that week, and only for a few hours in that day. today's economics lesson was interesting with a new tutor. he was very detailed and particular in making sure we understand the reason behind every model. however, i was suffering in silence during the class because of my illness. I felt so sick, tired and sleepy and my nose was driving me crazy. after class I had lunch and made my way home.

I was thinking of something earlier in the night. sometimes there are just too many unknowns to draw a conclusion. sometime we draw a happy one, sometime we draw a bad one. previously I drew the happy one, but tonight, I drew the bad one. it made me think. it made me wonder. it made me doubt the image in my mind. it made me confused.

anyway that aside, my soundscape is gonna be in for one big problem. I wonder how my group comprising of kent, yong joo and me are gonna turn out for the installation. yes. installation. the amount of work to be done, the equipment, the headaches. we haven't even started mixing the tracks together. hopefully it will be done this thursday during and after soundscape class. like I've mentioned before, despite me planning to S/U this elective, I still need to get at least a C+. and even more, kent isn't planning to S/U this elective so I have a responsibility to make sure our project will be done well on my part as well.

but what is my part? I don't know as yet. though I will soon.

I'm sick, I need to rest. mock interviews tomorrow, a complete waste of time. a troublesome thing to get dressed in formal wear just for something that isn't graded. many find it fun and interesting, but not for me. I've worn quite enough of this kind of attires during poly. I wonder if I'll actually wear the attire.

A beautiful image painted, left in time, crumbles to reveal the true image. that of the strongest and most stubborn paints that refuse to crumble, because well, that's the only truth.

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