1st week

it can be said that the first week of school is over, though I've only had 2 modules out of 5. the rest will begin next week. I can't find any motivation to study once again. I feel so out of touch. wonder what's wrong, seriously. I want to grind all the modules, but nothing drives me. I wake up and get bored almost immediately, losing focus.

much more awaits me the following week. my only long holidays are over. this semester will be an extra long one because one module has a very late exam date. but more importantly, how can I find my drive back. last semester I only got it back towards the second half. I don't want it to be like that again for this time.

I'm confused. Multiple causes, no answers yet.