yz's sudden appearance

mr Z came over today. it was quite unexpected when I was sitting in my room playing the guitar and suddenly someone came into my room, stood at the door and said "raf sia." it was not the first time he had unexpectedly shown up at my place before. but as it was a weekday today, I had expected him to be in camp and not outside. my house used to be quite the center for activities with mahjong, overnight movies, computer games, or just random stuff. I can still remember the volcano high, or the spirited away we were supposed to watch. both were on different days(nights), but they had the same ending. everyone fell asleep even before the show ended. now my place is a quiet shell. usually its only me, myself and I. I enjoy the peace and quiet, but it sometimes gets too lonely, even for me. I'm probably not the loneliest guy in the world, but loneliness and me, well, we have a pretty strong relationship that dates back. so when I find that it gets lonely. it really does. but I'm glad and grateful tht all these took place to make my life and my memories enjoyable. memento mori.