i just feel a little weird.

How I'm feeling, its like your very soul has been ripped from you. Lifeless figure just walking along like a zombie. Even the matutinal light from rising sun can't bring me back to life.

I ARE GUARD DUTY

Guard duty tomorrow. What a boring, boring Friday. I miss. Disturbing.

i shall sleep early tonight

I'm trying to squirm out of my duty on Friday, as I have something of greater priority.
I hope I can, I hope people will help.
Today I made up my mind to sleep early, and I shall.
I'm still under the eclipse. Sanity's eclipse.

infatuated.

sanity fills me.

say good bye

I'm waiting.
Its a beautiful song played.
A memory, treasured.
A love, lost.
In all its essence, pain.

it's all over.

ITS OVER.

long absence.

I've stayed away. I've baked.
And now I'm back at Kranji.
Hell..

things getting worse.

The wall of silence is casted on me once again.
A bete noire I lay to in defeat.
My fractious self, getting complicated day by day.
Will it get better? Situation seems dim.
I hope the best outcome will suffice,
Whatever it may be.

a rough turn

things are getting worse.. and I know its my fault because I keep forgetting stuff. I don't know why, but my mind seems to be getting lazier and lazier and less efficient as well. I can't remember things I say, or things people say, what I wore yesterday and stuff like that. Its affecting me really greatly.. really greatly..