the notion.

Is it the pain that transcends immortality?
Well thought and well planned, need be.
A spoken word, calumniates the world.
The two parallels, dissonance yet corralled.
Bonds, a riven.

Downpour

The rain has hit little, but hard.
A puncture, a wound to the essence of time.
The limit, behind danger it seethes.
A fruitful search for individuality begins.

it comes to an end, the long weekend

The past 4 days I haven't been at work. Why? Thursday I was on guard rest, Friday I was on Medical Leave, then the weekends of course. It was a really really long and comfortable break, even though I'm not fully recovered from my illness. I still have severe blocked nose, and slight cough. It was a good break indeed, I felt I deserved it. But tomorrow I will have to work again, even busier maybe. Back to the old sweat, dirt, grease.

I feel quite sad, that I can't continue living like this. I may want it badly, but it still won't happen. Today I re-watched the trailer for "Fantastic Four: Rise of Silver Surfer". It sure looked like the first word of the title. Can't wait for the release of it locally. Same goes for Spiderman 3. I can't wait to see Venom. I've been so intrigued by Venom and Carnage since I was 11/12 years old when I watched the animated(cartoon) series on television.

I got some new which made me quite sad, and of course its my family stuff. It's got me bothered, I might take leave because of it. I hope it can be resolved quickly, and nothing bad stems from it ultimately.

I feel like I'm drifting away from who I am, who I used to be. It just feels weird. Oh yea, Today is Hizuan's birthday. Didn't get to meet him though. Will see him sometime soon.

scarlet river

Has the sun been told, that it burns and scorches?
Intimidating folks all around, leaving us only at dusk.
Just like the deep scarlet river, everlasting.
To forth, from seether.
The instruments of pain starts playing,
Slaying even the almighty, even the king.
Shadows of a pale past remain.

Medical leave for 1.00 day(s) from 20/04/07 to 20/04/07 inclusive

I got the MC from the polyclinic. Makes me wonder which is better? A polyclinic or a hospital? It might seem just a tad to easy, but it can be deceiving. This doctor was a nice guy as compared to the previous 3 I've came across within the span of a year.

I ate the medicine, dripping, floating.
Felt a little better, then i received a letter.
Opened it I have not, should I?
I should huh? Right here right now.

growing..

It seems I'm growing to have the penchant for chronically disliking doctors or medical officers. Everywhere I go they get on my nerves, one way or the other. Take for example today - I'm awfully down ill with the wicked combo of flu, sore throat, cough, headache, plus I didn't catch enough sleep last night due to my guard duty. The doctor rejected the need for a day's medical leave, even though I'm so sick and tired I feel I could collapse any moment. You know what's worse than that? Giving me "excuse Workshop" and "excuse Light Duties", when I as a mechanic work primarily in a Workshop. So I'm supposed to report to work to sit there and do nothing at all? (Besides suffering from my illness) Where did this doctor get his license or degree from? Or even better, his brains. It is unabashedly begging me to doubt the efficiency of the local medical board. So what's the plan? I shall see another doctor tomorrow to try for a medical certificate if I'm still unwell. Time to catch some rest.

the day it was discovered.

Today something was uncovered. Something not good, something with an expensive consequence. Well I knew it would have to come someday. Things just cannot be forgotten so easily. Nor was I hoping for it to be forgotten. I'm not that bad you know? I'm just procrastinating chronically. But everything is alright, since I've already expected it. It could have been much worse, especially at work today, when I forgot to return something I drew from the Techstore. It would have guzzled down my entire month's salary. But a chance was given, and a chance was what I happily grabbed.

argh, the fatigue of work.

Fatigue bites me, chews on me like a rag doll.
What have I got left in me? Am I that tasty?
Leave me alone, please. Let me be free of fatigue.
It sticks with me when I work. How annoying.

its amazing how your life can be..

broken and invaded by small acts of certain ignorant people. The simple routine of life isn't that much of a routine at all. A group is only as strong as the weakest link, and will only last as long as the strongest link can. The in between are nothing much but fodder and make up numbers. That is why it is important to be the best, and not the second best, or third best. Be the foundation of everything, be in control. Tough it may seem, a monumental task. It can be done.

going to take a nap

I'm going out later, somewhere in town.
Going to take a nap now, will wake in an hour.
Saturday night, whatever makes it.
Spend it.

Sam and Eugene are back from Taiwan. Want to meet them soon. Hear their interesting stories about over there.

my hero lost.

My hero lost today, but it's not over.
He will be the one I respect always.

a long time has passed since

A long time has passed since.
Knowing for a fact makes it worse.
The feeling of shredded stone,
Embedded deep within.

Visually unable to perceive,
What it was meant to be.
A tried and tested formula,
Failure was all it meant to me.

3 on 1

3 men on 1 vehicle. Men lose.
40km servicing is alright.
Its the random problem generated.
SUPER TIRING.
Me, Thad, and Faizee.
Tomorrow we shall continue our conquest.
Dirt, foul smell.

it seems' i haven't been free for long.

Hungry, oh yes I am.
What kind of food should I eat?
Tomorrow starts early, very.
Ends late? Who knows?

I received a call.
Confused me, made me think.
Should I or should I not?
Where's the answer? Cannot be found.