crawling past me at the speed of light

the last few days have been good. I'm merely living in this dream that will last for just another week. I'm indecisive. I need to keep my word. but somehow I suddenly don't feel like. but I still have to. it's something I always believe in. but when will it be? of course before everything starts.. or ends.

times like these won't last forever. I'm satisfied the way the days have been spent. I've suffered so much during the semester, somehow it feels only right I should spend my days like this. but then there are somethings I want to do but can't bring myself to. I need to think of something productive to do, some area of interest for me to put my energy in apart from work. a place I need to develope. I have an idea, and it most probably will happen.

it is important. I need to change it.

was it ever lost

so I thought I had gone. but no. I hadn't gone anywhere. it hasn't gone anywhere too. recently I was inspired by a friend who is taking the path I would like to follow. I know, it's no easy work following that path, but at least he's enjoying it. I know I would too. I wonder, whether one day I too will walk down that path. I hope I still have time. Exams in 2 days. Did I lose it?