exams are nearings

exams are fast approaching again. realised I've felt so much during the past few weeks. well some things to remember in future:

I went rollerblading for the first time last saturday. was quite fun albeit tiring.
I need to learn differentiation for my future courses.
I probably won't do well for this exam because of my silly and really lousy attitude I've adopted this semester.
I most probably will be going for a partial local exchange at SMU next semester. and will be trying to apply for a overseas exchange to macquarie during my final year.
I have been a really lazy person this semester.
there are somethings I left trailing, and can't bear to pick back up. it's weird.

chains

I wish I could break free
From all these chains locking me down
I look forward not for each day
but till when I am no lounger bound
Losing out in time this game
Wonder when I'll finally leave

If only I could tell

if only I could tell
all these unsaid words
begging to be released

if only I could tell
everything I knew
all my concerns

if only I could tell
how much I want
to protect, all the pain

but I can't.

it's a sad sad situation

about a month ago, I posted the previous post. within that month, many things happened. I've been really busy catching up with work. my recess week is ending in 2 days, and I still have a whole lot of work to do. I'm unable to keep up with my studies, it's all getting complicated. I have relatively little distractions - well I was distracted by KO for a little while, but even then, it played a mediocre role in affecting me. now it's about a little more than a month to my exams, and I have to get things back in shape.

today was YZ's birthday. planned a BBQ, but didn't do it because it was kind of not allowed to hold a BBQ outside his home. so I went up and just chilled at his place, then went down walk on some stones, then went back up again to chill.

my troubles are only beginning. everyday they seem to get worse.