rehearsal, or was it?

BBQ day. I've probably gone darker many many shades. its irksome whenever I get under the sun. I'm dark enough. come on. I hate tanning already. but still, 2 more days of hellish mid-day sun torture lie ahead. ah, the anticipation so grabs me by the balls. and gives me a wedgie. HELL YEAH. this weekend, I hope it will be spent well. I really need to unwind. and oh, did I mention? the AI(Administrative Instructions) for the SPT is out, and I have to settle a couple of logistical stuffs. it's not like I'm drowning in free time. I'm not. I'm drowning in the heat, literally. this parade takes so much time, and gives so little back, I hardly have time to organize my concurrent activities. but still I'm unable to repine. I'm turning back quixotic.

say hi to another BBQ day tomorrow. but still, hats off to the legendary BBQJOHN for his courage and heart.

weekdays suck.

they SUCK

did someone mention chilli?

pepper spray? it seems the 'gas' was more that than actually gas. disappointing, aside from the stinging sensation in my eyes as I tried to defy my body's natural defenses. the burning feeling on the face was a fresh feeling. like someone rubbed chilli padi, or maybe bhut jolokia(the famed lucifer's pinkie) on my face and neck. it didn't last long though, probably 30 seconds? anyway tomorrow it's finally back to work for me. haven't been to the workshop in ages. time for me to hunt for my missing SBO. I seriously hope I can find it. without it my army life would be a tremendous hurdle, not to mention the upcoming SPT.

Suntec bridge towards marina

tear flow from my eyes

involuntarily of course. I will be gassed today, in less than 4 hours to be exact. let my tears flow, along with the power that pervades the entity they call the world. I'm gonna be late damn it.

the only day I went out

suntec bridge

today met alex in town, went to have some snacks, then proceeded to suntec. wanted to watch a movie actually, but there wasn't anytime. so ended up going to alex's house instead. while waiting for the bus to suntec from far east plaza, there was this guy drinking cough syrup in public trying to get high, even offering some to his friends. bunch of addicts. disgusting. anyway we watched jumper at his place, was quite interesting. made me wonder what I would do if I had the power to 'jump' from place to place. tomorrow is chemical defence. sigh. waste my day. I'm so screwed. I don't have my proper uniform, and PT shoes. no choice have to go and try my luck. hope they won't be too anal about these stuff.

art

isn't this dress from Valentino's Fall 2008 Collection absolutely stunning? I honestly think so. it's simple yet sophisticated look is what every girl needs. immaculately designed and done up. the price tag's gonna be real high too I guess. but if you can afford it, it's definitely a piece you should get.

anyway, back to myself. I'm back from OPS duty standby. next week will be back to work. then in 2 weeks will be our SPT. tired, but don't feel like sleeping. gg.

timing gone wrong

my sleep timing is all haywired now. I can't sleep even though its 1:30AM. and I've found something new to be depressed over. damn it. it seems I'm always bugged by such things and unlucky too. tomorrow morning I shall return to camp to serve the last 24 hours of my standby duty. the standby duty honestly is fantastic. it's basically eat and sleep. even the food and drinks served are good. the only downside is that the off times are erratic. I'll miss the duty days. they were like holidays. and about that issue that I'm depressed over - I've confirmed it just today that there is something wrong. It's disturbing me. What a sad world.

I'm back but I'll be gone soon

going back to camp for standby. hope there's no activation today. would love to sleep normally. I miss nights. I prefer back when I had every night to return home. it'll all end this friday. come quickly please.

alternating tiredness

ah, the misery, the torture of not being able to sleep well at night. I'm now on standby every alternate day with 5SIR. it's extremely tiring inspecting and reinspecting the vehicles before the move out for OPs. but if I don't inspect, then if they break down at night, then it means I would sleep lesser. tomorrow the spares arrive, and we have to fix them. hopefully the contractors will fix for us. I hope they don't go out for standby tomorrow so I can just sleep peacefully at the base. I NEED REST. ARGH.