tomorrow's duty sure is a mood killer

a smooth no interruption break seems rather impossible with tomorrow's duty. damn and someone still owes me one duty. I shouldn't be doing this! it irritates and annoys the hell out of me.

merry christmas yo!

a very happy merry christmas.
though I haven't wished anyone that,
I'm wishing here.

i've seen the world

but she's still the most mesmerizing.

different? cursed? special? outcast?

the numbers are decreasing.
hardly ever rises.
involuntary comparison brings about moments of reflections.
I wonder, what am I actually?
different?
curse?
special?
outcast?
each step I take to the void,
has no certainty or ground.
the rain falls everywhere,
tears I hear, yet unable to see
trapped in a mortal shackle,
some bound, but still happy.
not me.

the end is near

2007 approaches its end,
another year lost for me.
Christmas is coming,
and it has been a year since I started this weblog.
its the first time I've lasted so long,
but thanks to my emo nature it has.
I await happily to enjoy my holidays, a nice break from work.
I shall do some Christmas shopping,
a whole new wardrobe I shall make.

tale of a very sad person

reflected by my very existence. I've longed for this, yet when I have it, it's making me depressed. my story, my life, my legend.

my mums birthday

today is the 9th december, my mum's 50th birthday. tomorrow we shall go out and try to let her enjoy herself. I'm a little bit sick with some virus from previous.

december is here

but not all is good.
guard duty steals the light from me,
10 17 22 respectively.
overseas I may head
but possibly not because its too late.

not much interruptions I hope,
during my leave days.
save money before I go broke.
use my days wisely,
no turning back now