the lost one

trapped. perpetual. deadly. smite.

it's hard when your different

in all my struggles, one just stand out.
it's subtle, lethal tough that can hide you.
make you inexistent.
in all your effort to proceed, it blocks you.
like maudlin life, in a social prison.
no way out.

we've come to the end

it might have been a mere five weeks of our lives we spent together, going through various activities, suffering and enjoying. but in our hearts we know we'll miss the times together, laughing, sweating, talking crap all the time. it's something we were chose to experience, and I hope we will have the chance to get together again after it ends.

and so it came to pass

I drew my blade. I shall not sheath it until I win.

its been long

8 days is gone like that. fast, yet miserable at times. I find myself floating along with each passing day, an aching in the back of my head, a yearning to linger, a flaw to lose. Legendary.

ta long, wasted day.

saliently and egregiously disillusioned,
feel the night is young.
may be tired, but it isn't showing.
stayed home, a cold song might have sung.

bright lights tempt, materials elude.
in control must be, flamboyance exude.
all serves well hope that will be better.
or capricious methods calls it compels.

rest on my mind

so fast it has been three days. 2 days of lesson, 1 day of sheer, heavy feet tiredness. tomorrow shall be cohesion and the last weekend before my FD EX on tuesday and I EX over the following weekend. I'm not suffering, but FD EX won't be nice. it awaits me. hopefully 1408 is nice.

I've got so much to say, but I'm way too tired to do so.

tomorrow is back to staying in

this week will be short. tomorrow is my duty as PT IC. not that I am looking forward to it, but it was supposed to have started 2 weeks ago. thankfully it was postponed due to various reasons. went to the Army Open House today, more forced than willing, but it wasn't that bad. many interesting stuff.

tmr back to camp. fri is cohesion. thurs is IGCS - Individual Group Combat Skills lesson, which entails a somewhat messy and dirty obstacle/running course. which means only tuesday, weds, and thurs in camp. still have to make up my powerpoint presentation. busy is an understatement.
its always like this before the week starts I rant as much as possible. its like an antidote.

it was fast

the week passed quickly, much to the delight. and now I hope the weekend will drag as long as possible. saturday morning now. topo was fun, with all the unexpected happenings/mishaps along the way. now its time for me to sit and plan what to do today not wasting a single second of my life.