Ache at the back of my head

All of a sudden I have this strong headache. It's something like what I consistently suffered when I was serving National Service back in Kranji Camp. Back then I would just silently go up to the locker room and lie down on the reclinable 'safari' type of beds and take a panadol or two. Surprisingly no one ever question me about my disappearance from the workshop grounds.

The best part is I would find someone slacking off taking a nap in the locker room as well. Of course we never gave each other away, whether or not we were close to each other. It's just an unspoken mutual respect for each other being in the same situation.

Back to the ache in my head. I don't know what caused it. But I know what I need. I need more free time to relax, and I'm really cash-strapped now. I've never been so cash strapped for such a long time, and this time it's mainly due to my brother owning me a rather large sum; a sum I already had plans for using but lent it to him due to his then even more unfavorable circumstances.

Ok so let's see. This coming week. I'm planning to stay over at Ben's on Monday and Tuesday night, reason being I have to reach school early on tuesday - around 9, and on Weds I have a quiz that I think I'd do better studying in school than at home; and I get to save the travelling time too, which would total 4 hours.

Tuesdays are always long days for me, especially if there're morning meetings, which I try to avoid albeit unsuccessfully. Can't remember the last Tuesday where I didn't have to go to school earlier for meetings. I chose afternoon lessons for all my days so I can sleep in till noon! LET ME! I hope.

I had a dream that was good in it's own sense, but sad because reality doesn't allow it. But then again, I can't help but start to think that it was good that reality has prevented it. I'm cool with it. I have a feeling I'll be back blogging alot in time to come. It's like, since two or three days ago when I made the posts, I realised how comfortable it is to just sit down and type whatever comes freely into my mind, such that any time in the future I can look back and enjoy all these memories.

Milo

In case I forgot, here's the milo recipe.

3 mountain tea spoons of milo
1/2 cup hot water
1 flat teaspoon of condensed milk
Ensure everything is mixed and well dissolved
finish off with 1/2 cup HL Milk

2 was lost

I've lost 2 months. September and October. Looking back now, definitely it seems quite a waste that I will probably have no memory of these two months. Sure nothing happened that was really important or significant. No life changing event. But the sense of loss when I look at the archive and see two months missing is still strongly felt.

But it's late, and everything you see is easily meant to just look that way. deceit! my laptop's slowly aging and I can feel it. I hope it will live for at least another year or two. I'd be happy to have had such a great companion.